Way to go, Erin! I'm glad you told those boys to shut up. I was out takin' photos for yearbook so I didn't hear them, but I would have done the same thing. Some people are ridiculous.
Thank you Jessie. This really means a lot to me. For some reason i cant move past what happened, in one way or another it is still effecting me and i dont know why, and its not just the way these boys acted but the actions i have seen from a lot of people recently. it just seems a lot of people have lost all respect of others around them, but once again thank you
So next week we have a surviver from the Rwanda Genocide coming to talk to pius.
At tonights game a group of junior boys tried to start the chant Hutu Power, (and if you arent aware of what the rwanda genocide was, in africa the Hutu tribe rebeled against the Tutuis and over 800,000 people were killed in 100 days. and thats the short version) they stopped after a few chorus’ but then one boys decided to try and start it again so i turned around and i said
"Do you think thats funny? like honestly?"
and he was like i didnt say anything
so i was like its not funny, and im sure you said nothing, but its not funny,
and i turned back around.
and then him and his friends were like i find it fucking hilarious.
I dont see how neighbor killing neighbor, friends killing friends, by brutal force not even by gunshot is funny.
over one million people dead is not funny.
im sorry if this isnt written well, or makes no sense but i am just so upset right now.
im stressed. and over whelmed and i feel like i am slacking in so many of my responsibilities, like crew and homework and housework. and i try to be a good daughter but sometimes i can do no right. and while i grow closer to some i grow farther from others. which i cant handle. i have this fear of abandonment and i dont know where it comes from. im insecure. but i try to act confident. but im sick and tired of being sick and tired.
plus side. i saved three lives on monday and got a cool tee shirt.
sorry, my ask box won't let me just respond so...here goes.
i'm not sure what they call "years" here but i'm in french 301 (representative authors) at the moment - i tested into 202 my first semester freshman year, then took 203/204, and i'll be taking 303/304 next semester.
are you going to take it in college?
oh thats cool my brothers in it so thats why i was wondering but im pretty sure he is in the beginning french, but im not sure if i will or not yet, i’ve thought about it but havent quite made up my mind.