lately i don’t feel like trying. it’s a struggle to get through the day without something irritating me. i seriously need a break because i don’t know how much longer i can go before i snap. trust me though. i am a great actor, no body around me has any idea what i’m feeling inside other than the few i have told. and i like it that way. when people become too concerned they treat you differently. but i am the same way, i worry about others before myself and sometimes i feel like people take me for granted. but i can’t change anyones mind. and i have no control over their thoughts of me. i am who i am. i am not who they want me to be.
I definitely must reread Harry Potter… and several other series. and thats one reason i hate the school year, i feel like i never get the chance to read what i want to read or to read for fun… thank the lord. 8 days till summer